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Today is the day when I have to start forgetting about you. You've caused too much pain to me. Leaving so many scars on my heart. I have to start erasing you from my memory. I have to delete your photos on my phone. I have to delete all your text messages, whatsapps, vibers. I wouldn't want to do all this. But I have to. I have to think about myself. Thanks for the wonderful memories we've created together for the past 4 months plus. It was short, but I've felt like I've known you for ages. I never regret knowing you. Even with our 7 years age gap, I hardly even noticed it. To me, you're the one and only for me. You completed me.
During those 4 months we spent a lot of time together. We texted everyday, from dawn until midnight. We shared everything. We never get bored with each other. We never ever quarrel, not even once. We never hurt each others feelings. Always missing each other. Always loving each other. At that time I felt like you're the one for me. The one I want to spend my lifetime with. I'm hoping that we'll get married someday and live a happy life together.
But sadly, things didn't go as expected. We have to live our separate ways. It's hard for me to live like this but I have to accept everything. Allah has His own ways. I have to put faith in Qada and Qadar. For now I can only pray to Allah, 'Ya Allah, please give me strength to face the days ahead of me.' I will also pray for your happiness. Please don't treat your new guy how you've treated me. Appreciate him. Take care of him. Don't make him suffer like I did. I wish you guys happiness. May our paths cross again in the future. Till then, take care A. Thanks for everything.
Yours sincerely,
F
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