07.03
Hmmm today I don't have the mood to do anything. And yeah, until 5.30, I didn't really do anything. The truth is, I miss her. At this time normally she'll text me 'hi sayang' telling me that she'd finished her class. And I'll reply 'hi sayang' back to her. Now it's been a week plus I haven't received those words, and I miss them. I wanna scroll through our old messages but I'm too afraid. I'm too afraid that I'll break down and cry again. Apart from that, seeing her tweets doing her normal routine as if nothing's happened to her had also made my heart ache. As if our break off is nothing to her. How could she? The more I followed her on twitter the more pain my heart will have to endure. I've tried to ignore her but I can't. Deep in my heart, she's still there, and will always be :'(
Hmmm today I don't have the mood to do anything. And yeah, until 5.30, I didn't really do anything. The truth is, I miss her. At this time normally she'll text me 'hi sayang' telling me that she'd finished her class. And I'll reply 'hi sayang' back to her. Now it's been a week plus I haven't received those words, and I miss them. I wanna scroll through our old messages but I'm too afraid. I'm too afraid that I'll break down and cry again. Apart from that, seeing her tweets doing her normal routine as if nothing's happened to her had also made my heart ache. As if our break off is nothing to her. How could she? The more I followed her on twitter the more pain my heart will have to endure. I've tried to ignore her but I can't. Deep in my heart, she's still there, and will always be :'(
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