15.03 part IV
Now everything fits. Why she's been avoiding me, ignoring my feelings, ignoring my texts. Why she changed her relationship status on FB so quickly. Why she deleted our pics from Instagram. Why she ignored my replies on Twitter. Why she eagerly wanna end our relationship as soon as possible. She could have waited for a while. But she didn't. Why? Because she already has someone else. And I was dumb to wait for her, waiting until her final exams over, believing she needs some f*cking space for herself. As my heart's been hurting little by little as days goes by, she's been happily spending time with her new boyfriend. As if she doesn't have even a little sense of guilt in her. As if I was nothing to her. I gave her everything that she wants but in the end she just throw me away, just like I'm some sort of a f*cking rubbish. As if love is just a f*cking game. How can she be so cruel, so heartless? I should have anticipated this from the beginning. The way she dumped her ex just for me, and in the end I shared the same fate. Yes, now I know how karma feels like. It's my fault for loving her too much.
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