11.03
Today is her final project presentation day. All her efforts and hard work in completing her project will be answered today. I wished her good luck and all the best via SMS but no reply. It's okay I kinda expected that, the important thing is the thoughts that counts. Around 10am, she finished her presentation. Alhamdulillah I think everything went well. She worked so hard for that. I remembered her having trouble with her senior who is one of her group members. She told me everything about her, how stressful it was and I'll constantly be the one calming her, giving her advice. I helped her in giving some materials for her to use, hoping and praying that her group will manage to complete the project in time. I even sometimes accompanied her throughout her sleepless night, neglecting my own sleep just for her. Those were the days where she would depend on me, sharing her problems and thoughts with me. And I appreciate that a lot. But now, things changed. She doesn't seem to care anymore. Avoiding me. Ignoring my existence. When I think of it, I became sad. The girl that once being very close to me, is now keeping her distance away. It's hard for me. Very hard :'(

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